heres stuff about me and my profile!
my name is tsukasa! and i like making little puzzles!
like for example, -.-- --- ..- / -.-. .- -. - / ... .- ...- . / -- . .-.-.- haha!
okay that may have been cringe, sorry!
here are some of my more prominent fandoms!
doki doki literature club
puella magi madoka magica
-.-- --- ..- / -.-. .- -. - / ... - --- .--. / -- .-.-. / .. - ... / .- .-.. .-.. / -.-- --- ..- .-. / ..-. .- ..- .-.. - .-.
unspoken words
i think i need to tell you this..
did you know? there are people who try their best.
those people are the best in my opinion. because you can
see how much hard work they put in, although, just because
someone works hard, doesnt mean i like them. there are exceptions.
ill be honest, i know you work hard, but youve made my life miserable.
i dont even think you care about me at all. honestly, would you even
care if i died?
why should i even care though? its not like you care about my opinion.
HAHA!! FOOLED YOU!! you make me the happiest girl ever!
dont even worry about anything!
heres a poem i wrote..
youre always mean to me, what did i do wrong?
you say you're lonely but dont answer when i give you a call.
tell me what to change! ill do it i swear!
even dying is enough for me to bear
sorry haha this is a bit cringe i wrote it around 2019..
here are some things about me
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i like to make games and write stories!
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i may be obsessed with Kangel, but im not THAT problematic!!.
love her though!
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im part of a literature club
my blog!
thank you for everything..
CONTENT WARNING
The following page contains sensitive material involving
self-harm, suicide or whatevs
Please dont enter if these topics r harmful or
upsetting to you.
Kids dont play around here ok?
MY SECRET BLOG
looks like you found the secret! EEKKKK im so happy!!
this means you either wanna know my secrets
orrr you really do care about me!
either way, im still going to put sstufff on here.
this is my secret blog after all.
to be honest i really thought you wouldnt care enough to look.
thank you so muchh!
6:04am 8-27-26
tthis is a bit similar to what i look like
im a bit chubbier though
i hate my body
so.. do you also ever wanna cut your body into your ideal shape?
ive thought about doing that
but i was such a pussy that i couldnt bring myself to do it.
hey have you ever tried to kill yourself using the salt and water method?
i heard you have to use more that 6 spoons
and you cant throw up because if you do it wont work
ive tried it but it was too salty for me
thats the point lol
gosh.. this just proves im really a wuss..
6:15pm
gosh i feel so useless.. i cant do anything productive
i cant even get out of bed now
all i wanna do it cut myself
i feel disgusting
i hate my life
i wanna die
i mean, we all do right?
i mean, nobody wants to live??
i feel so sleepy but everytime i shut my eyes?
i get the urge to kill myself..
but i cant because im scared that ittle hurt..
what a pussy.
theres an event tomorrow.
i dont feel like going there at all.
but theyll force me.
thats all i know.
theyre gonna make me have to entertain other people.
i dont like this please save me
im stuck trapped in a never ending self distructive treacherous fall.
and i cant leave
i can never leave
gosh im just so pathetic
i hate being energetic
i just wanna sink into a blade again
i cut again
its not disspointing now
im happy
this is fun
cutting is so exhilerating especially when the blood seeps out and i get the refreshing feeling before it starts stinging
what am i saying
im pathetic
so
so
so pathetic
me too, kangel, me too.
6:35pm
i have a story
a girl nicknamed Akari ran to her best friend
she hugged her
her bestfriend wasnt in the mood though
so she pucshed her away
she was sad
but wanted to save her the annoyance
so she left her alone
the best friend hopefully cared
so when she saw her being way taller than she usually is
she had an array of new colors added to her world,
not bright though
and she thought to herself
mabye thats why she alwways wore bracelets
i wish my life was as vibrant as this beating heart.
6:24am 8-28-26
fucking end my shit already
todays the party
i atleast would have wanted to wear something better than this shit my mom is forcing me to wear
i swear as soon as i grow up im gonna cut ties with that bitch
she makes my life a living hell i wish she dies
i hate her
shes so narcicistic
she negletcs me and still wants to control me as if she can take all she wants and doesnt have to give anything?
bitch you owe me so much money
watch me leave you in a nursing home and never visit
i hate you so much you old hag
rot in hell.
